character : kaeya request : Can I request some headcanons of Kaeya with n S/O who is a shut in/hikikomori with agoraphobia?...

character : kaeya

request : Can I request some headcanons of Kaeya with n S/O who is a shut in/hikikomori with agoraphobia? Mainly due to trauma, but I know I’m probably asking too much and I’m sorry ^^;;;;

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additional notes : you aren’t asking for too much at all dw <3 !! im sorry for letting this sit in my inbox for so long aa i hope you enjoy regardless ^^

• kaeya loves the way you’re comfortable around him !! he sees it as you putting your trust in him, something he greatly appreciates. he wants you to know that you could rely on him when you need. he knows it isnt easy, so he’ll try his best to support you in his own ways
  
• he makes a conscience effort to go easy on you whenever he gets the urges to rile you up, which is, unfortunately, often. he can read your body language well - if he notices you getting overly uncomfortable with the things he says or does he’ll immediately stop. in an effort to comfort you, he’ll reach out to stroke your hair before leaving a quick kiss on your forehead. he’d hate to be the reason of your discomfort
  
• kaeya has no problem with stepping up for you whenever you need !! he tries his best to accompany you whenever you need to get outside. he’ll stay close by, making sure you know that he’s right by your side. if anyone were to be overly persistent with you he’d put himself forward to deal with the issue. he may not make his irritation outwardly noticeable, but he does scoff after the person leaves, mumbling under his breath in exasperation. he’ll get over it fairly quickly, though
  
• he takes note of your triggers, whether you tell him about them upfront or not. he pays especially close attention to you when you aren’t in the comfort of your own home, wanting to ensure your comfort and safety. when something potentially triggering comes up he’ll steer you clear of it. better safe than sorry, he’d think.
  
• if you ever do end up having a panic attack in his presence he’ll drop everything just to calm you down. he’d beat himself over it internally too; how long had you been feeling overwhelmed ? why didnt you let him know that you werent feeling well ? why didnt he catch on earlier ?
  
• he’ll take you to a secluded area, guiding you with a gentle hand at the small of your back. he puts your hand over his chest, telling you to focus on him and to try to match your breathing with his. his voice drops to a honeyed tone; a voice meant to comfort rather than jest
• if you ever end up doing something outside of your comfort zone he will let you know how proud he is of you !! he’s understanding of how difficult it can be for you, so he’d be openly supportive of even the smallest things
  
• kaeya invites you out for drinks sometimes !! spending time at taverns is one of his favorite pastimes, he’d say that the wine tastes better when you’re there enjoying the drinks with him. he wont push you to join him, though, he just mentions you possibly coming along in a passing comment. he opens up the opportunity for you in case you ever feel like joining. regardless of whether or not you accept his invitation, he’ll respect your decision !!