empress of the first water // Zhongli x Reader (1) Word Count: ~ Palace/Harem Imperial Drama AU: You are a princess,...

empress of the first water // Zhongli x Reader (1)

Word Count: ~2.2k

Palace/Harem Imperial Drama AU: You are a princess, soon-to-be-Empress, and Zhongli is the teacher invited by the royal court to show you the ropes before you ascend to the throne after a royal tragedy. 

Notes: female!reader, eventual mutual pining, fake political maneuvers, mentions of death (yes, this is a set up to a harem drama, but Zhongli is focused in this), Zhongli POV

hello welcome to the AU I made up; hope I finish this someday :)

“You are unfit to lead this country.”

Not two weeks after a tragedy that hits the royal family, leaving you the sole heir to the throne, that is what has been said to you over and over again. The royal court adjourns without delay, placing you in the middle of it– though you could care less.

You hold whatever you have been able to salvage from the fire: a necklace momento from your father, the dress that your mother had woven herself. And in your hands, you hold in an urn the ashes of what remains of your family. 

There is nothing else on your mind except for the fact that you are alone as the lone heir to the throne, the only living princess of the royal bloodline, and soon-to-be Empress of a nation that you are not prepared to lead.

You just want to mourn.

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Zhongli has lived long enough to understand that politics will always be the determining factor in which his life will be led. It does not matter what he dreams of doing or what he desires. As the only born son to one of the oldest and most prestigious families in the nation, his life has never been his own– though he supposed no one born of royalty has ever been truly in control of their path.

Still, Zhongli finds ways to play what cards he has. He earns praises for his wide array of knowledge in tradition, politics, and culture alike, but it is easy to know something if you are interested in it. He remembers vividly when Guizhong teased him, calling him an old soul when he delved personally into the traditions of tea ceremony, of calligraphy and poetry, out of his own volition because he enjoyed learning. His skills in the polearm– also passed down in his lineage– have also not been neglected, for he finds that it is similar to dancing, an elegant and respectful pastime that he often admires in operas and shows that he indulges himself in. If he could do anything with his life, Zhongli thinks he would be a writer or a teacher, or possibly even a historian.

(“Old man,” Guizhong had said to him affectionately for the last time before she left the compound to serve her duty as a princess, like many others. “One day you’ll find yourself someone who listens to you and you’ll talk their ear off.”

“I doubt anyone would listen to what I have to say willingly,” he had said, and his friend had only given him a soft look and pressed a kiss to his cheek. 

“I don’t,” she said.)

It has been years since he has entertained the idea of living a quiet life writing his knowledge onto paper and even longer still since had long last seen his childhood friend. Zhongli finds himself in the fray of politics that he knows so much of and has no choice but to delve into when he is invited to the royal capital.

“It is a great honor,” his father had said to him, hands behind his back, “to be meeting the Princess of the royal family. Make a good impression; this is of the utmost importance.”

Political maneuver, Zhongli thinks immediately, not doubting the intention of an invitation coming from the palace, especially after the incident he has been told of. A fire of great destruction, the burning of a whole wing with the royal family trapped inside– one would think it was a plot to overthrow the Emperor, but if anyone were to stage a coup, they would have burned the inner walls of the palace where the man resides, bedridden. A great coincidence to have the royal family unable to escape, but it almost seems too malicious to call it that. Gross neglect? Bad luck? Karma? Truly, a tragedy as the death of many could not be described worse than as an accident. 

Zhongli thinks it is much too early to be moving the chess pieces so soon after half the board has been razed to the ground, but he supposed the world has never been that kind.

With a trained expression, Zhongli picks up the tea that had been brewed and takes a sip (too bitter, stepped too long, he thinks, wincing slightly, and putting the cup down). “I understand, father.” He pauses for a moment and considers his words. “Is there a particular reason for this invitation?”

“The Princess is in need of education due to her lack of preparation as an heir,” he says, “though I also hear she is in need of a husband as well.”

The tea leaves in the cup trembles for a moment before sinking. “Father?”

“This is an opportunity of a lifetime, son.”

And Zhongli thinks about his role, his abandoned journal, and books yet to be read and nods. “I understand,” he says, wondering why, even though he expects where his life has been leading, he feels disappointed by the outcome anyway. “I will bring honor to our family.”

“I expect nothing less,” is what is said to him, and Zhongli swallows the bitterness of the tea down.

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When Zhongli arrives at the palace, he is welcomed with all the excitement that is to be expected from the arrival of a son whose family holds prestige. Maids of many numbers cater to his every whim, and the few court officials who seem to favor him welcome him to the royal palace, which is broad and grand just as history would describe them. 

Briefly, he wonders if it is professionalism or greed that maintains the palace’s daily businesses after an evident tragedy.

“I would like to extend my greetings and gratitude to the princess for allowing me in her castle,” Zhongli says carefully, his voice even and words like silk– just as he was taught as an educated man– and watches in confusion as the nobleman who had barely kept his pleasure at his presence suddenly deflate. 

“Ah, yes, of course, you would like to see the Princess,” he says, a nervous lilt to his voice. “But I’m afraid she is preoccupied with another commitment at the moment. My apologies.”

Invitation from the Princess, he remembers reading from the telegram, thinking it strange that someone would invite someone without intentions of welcoming them. It’s easy to come to the conclusion that the Princess had not sent the message– and the thought that she may not even know of his arrival also comes following after. Instead of speaking, Zhongli nods, much to the noble’s relief as he continues to parade and provide him the tour that he has not asked for but appreciates nevertheless.

His room is two halls down the main chambers where you live. If the location and proximity to royalty were not enough, the room itself was also vast and much too big for one person, but he supposes luxury and decadence can be shown in empty space as well as it can with beautiful trinkets and trophies. Zhongli has always admired such things, as he does with the ornate statue sitting on top of his vanity and wonders when, if he ever does, he will be able to explore the castle in between whatever responsibilities the court deems him in need for.

“Maid,” Zhongli says gently, but the young maid startles anyway when he addresses her. 

“Yes, sir?”

“Would I be allowed to stroll the gardens of the west side of the palace?” He says, “The moon is to be full tonight and I wish to view it.”

She flushes, for reasons that Zhongli knows not for. “I-I believe so. The guards should be patrolling at the moment, but you are a recognized guest of the palace, so all should be well.”

When Zhongli steps out onto the carefully maintained rock garden, he spots a few men walking down and up the inner walls of the castle. He briefly thinks about the number of them but thinks no further, for now. Instead, he thinks the moon is best viewed when its reflection is in the water, clouds are nowhere in sight, and all is quiet. He comes close to the perimeter of the garden inner castle, expecting to see no one. 

Zhongli steps into the moonlight and watches as you sit onto the grass and lean your head against the lone lantern post.

Perhaps you are here to moon-gaze as well, he thinks and goes to alert you with his presence by clearing his throat. He doesn’t know why his earnest attempts to be unalarming go unwell, but he startles you into turning around. 

Zhongli does not know what the Princess looks like, nor has he had anyone describe you to him. But Zhongli knows who you are if not solely from the emblem you carry on your headpiece and the way you hold a funeral urn in your lap like it is the only thing tethering you. As such, he expects the caustic demands of his name and stature, as expected of a Princess, but he is surprised to find that you look at him instead like a deer in headlights, arms tense around the urn.

“My apologies for startling you, my lady,” Zhongli begins, “that was not my intention.”

“Oh, no, it’s okay,” you stammer, and he has to blink for a moment at the manner in which you speak. “I should have probably noticed you coming. I was distracted.”

Princesses and princes of the royal family are taught three things from birth: power, manners, and tradition. Nothing says more about your status than the way you hold yourself and the way you speak, especially if you are of royalty, and so every word that one must speak seems carefully crafted and intricately woven with elegance. A tad bit obnoxious, if anyone could say, but it is a mark of the elite, regardless of the former. 

But you, who hold possibly one, if not the most, powerful title in the country, speak casually and without bothering with a mask of neutrality, as though you are unused to the burdens of sovereignty.

Your eyes are gentle, almost excessively so, and the way you hold yourself as though you want to be unnoticed are both strange but corroborating evidence of your peculiarities of a noblewoman. Though Zhongli has yet to understand why this is so, the instructions his father listed and his role in the castle has become clearer.

Zhongli has many questions, too many to ask about to a person who has no idea who he is. 

Decorum takes him before his curiosity overwhelms him, and he lowers his head in deep respect. “My name is Zhongli, Princess. Thank you for allowing me to stay as a guest within the palace.”

"Oh,” he hears you breathe out, “you’re the one that came today.” You turn your head toward the koi pond that beautifully reflects the moon. “I’m sorry I wasn’t there to greet you,” you say mechanically, trained.

“No, that’s quite alright,” Zhongli says mildly, glancing down at the urn still in your hands. “I’m sure greeting a stranger would be the least of your concerns at the moment.”

At this, you smile at him. It is not a happy smile, but rather a pained one that strains your lips and pinches your eyes. Zhongli thinks back on his first lesson to maintain his expression, to keep composure, and almost marvels at the emotions clear on your face for him to see. 

(He thinks this may make your life harder for you, to wear your heart on your sleeves. But he finds himself selfishly wanting you to stay as you are.)

“I’ve been told one week is all I should be given to mourn, as typical of a funeral ceremony. My parents’ ashes should be released but…” You glance up at the night sky dim with stars. “I know in my heart this is not the place for them.”

“Then what is the place?” Zhongli echoes and holds his breath when the smile you give him is gentle beyond measure.

“Some place where the wind blows,” you say, “where the earth is clean and the ocean is near. That way, my parents can choose freely where to find rest.” You laugh. “That must be a pretty tall order, isn’t it?”

“You are a Princess,” Zhongli finds himself saying, and you turn back to him. “I believe you are allowed to demand only the very best, for yourself and your loved ones.”

“I believe,” he continues, when he sees your eyes mist over, “that I am here to tutor you in the ways the court deems fit. I have been praised to have a wealth of knowledge and the privilege of history in my family as well as the power of my lineage; I will guide you as best as you need me to.” He pauses. “And… if you require a geographical lesson on the highest peaks, the widest oceans, and the most open plains, for reasons beyond academic, I will be available to you.”

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Zhongli returns to his room (two halls away, he reminds himself, from you), and it is only then he realizes that he has not looked at the moon at all. Not directly, he thinks, but he supposes he did see a glimpse of it, as it stands behind you as a backdrop to frame the smile you gave him that was as bright as starlight.