if you love me please do this.

if you love me please do this. I miss you

I miss you

I miss you a lot

do you miss me too?

I thought I was good but certainly I’m not. I just miss you so much.

I miss us.

I know we are going through different paths but I just need to know how you feel. It’s the only thing I need so I can heal. and you could heal too.

I still love you. I know you love me and I know that we are not coming back together.

but I just miss you so much oh lord. my heart hurts so much I can barely breathe when I see something about you. does it happens the same to you? I need to know how you feel please I can’t. It’s a pain that I can’t hold anymore. I need to breathe.

please.

I need to breathe. I need you to help me so I can let you go.

I want you to be happy and I want to know about you. I hate this, no talking to you it just hurts so much.

I miss talking to you every single day. I miss the calls and when we used to play together. I just miss the old times so much.

and I know that nothing will be the same but I just need to know what you feel so I can be healed and I can keep growing up.

because I’ve been doing a lot of things and I know that we as a couple it is not the best for us. not this time at least.

but you were my best friend too. and you just desapere from my life after stabbing me right in the heart.

you helped me but you broke me too.

you are a good person anyway. I know I broke you too because I’m not okay and I’ve done such awful things to you while I thought I was protecting you. I just hurt you. I am not good for you. you deserve the best and I am the worst. I’m sorry.

but if you loved me anyway

would you do me a favor?

would you please

please

please

tell me what you feel? I need to know your feelings. I need you to talk to say what is going on your mind I can’t keep overthinking anymore.

I know it’s difficult to you to say out loud you feelings but please. If you are capable to say it you could be healed and I could be healed too.

It’s a favor

for you

for me

and for us.

the us that still remains. I hope will remain because I want to have you in my life.

I’m sorry.

I just miss everything.

I miss us so much.

we were so different but we had so much fun together and we loved each other so much. I just miss that.

I’m not saying that I want that again. I just can keep going if you don’t help me.

I’m really trying to get better. I know you would be proud of me if you hear the things I did. I wish I could hear that from you. but you don’t want to see me.

it won’t help you doing like nothing happened.

I know you will read this. so please follow my advice you little dumbass.

I want to see your haircut so much. you don’t know how much I cried when I saw barely something in you icon. because I know that I would have been the first person that you sent the picture too.

but now I’m just nothing.

I miss us so much.

I miss you

I’m sorry.

I’m just so tired.