Is it okay to be in an constant state of needing assurance? Or should I feel like a bad person for wanting to hear I'm

Is it okay to be in an constant state of needing assurance? Or should I feel like a bad person for wanting to hear I’m wanted and loved 24/7?

Maybe I’m just blind and dont notice that I am loved.

Maybe I’m too dumb to realize I am wanted.

Maybe I was never in a real relationship and never had the need for assurance.

I personally know what I want and my eyes never leave target.

I shouldn’t hurt thinking this way but I just do, and I’m afraid to lose my everything.

There will be many of you to just scroll past this, and many of you who might understand how I feel. But none of you will want this love I am experiencing, for it is a sad love. A love where being patient is the number one rule.

If you search “Anxious” in the dictionary a picture of me will appear.