At the National Museum of the American Indian, 68 percent of the collection is from the I am doing my best to not

At the National Museum of the American Indian,

68 percent of the collection is from the

I am doing my best to not become a museum

of myself. I am doing my best to breathe in and out.

I am begging: Let me be lonely but not invisible.


In an American city of one hundred people,

I am Native American—less than one, less than

whole—I am less than myself. Only a fraction

of a body, let’s say I am only a hand—


and when I slip it beneath the shirt of my lover,

I disappear completely.

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