The day before Father’s Day you decided you wouldn’t fuck with me no more and JUST HAD to tell day before Father’

The day before Father’s Day you decided you wouldn’t fuck with me no more and JUST HAD to tell me….the day before Father’s Day

My mom ends up hospitalised and I’m panicking so I call and, like every other time I call you, you don’t answer

Not even a call back

(It’s almost like your timing with me is impeccably terrible)

You’ve texted me now to call you when I wake up.

I really hope you’re not banking on that happening.

Things aren’t this coincidental. At all. & if they are, I want no parts of it. I require stability. After the last 2 years, I deserve stability and you will not take that away from me. Idc what we had.

When I said I loved you, I meant it. The first guy in my adult life that I genuinely loved. Not even romantically. Like I allowed myself to make you my person. I wanted to win with you with music, I wanted to have you in shoots, we was gon do so much. I allowed myself to wanna make those plans with you.

But I’d be an actual asshole if I carried on repeating myself. I deserve to be loved the way I want to be because once you’re in my heart pocket, I’m almost putty in your hands (I know you know this and I won’t even begin to think you willingly took advantage of that).

Anyway, I’m lit. I know I am. I don’t need you to feel cozy anymore. I’m warm all by myself. Why? Because I KNOW I love me. I FEEL that shit. I have been there for myself; even in the times you promised you would be and never showed up. If I can do that, what exactly is your function?

x- .aida